Having a Japanese client over here for a car commercial shoot....
this is the most boring shoot that i had ever involved in, been ask to be a wardrobe coordinator which there's nothing much to do.....
All i can see only nice car and beautiful Jap celeb, Noriko ....so sorry forgot to take her big CU
Have you ever been working until every morning you just wanted to think of some way to avoid yourself getting to work?
This is what I had been through for the past 1 and a half month....After working for all these years, this is the first time i'm having this feeling. I feel myself like working just for the sake of money now and totally not for the sake of any interest at all, be it for my future career or my interest in the job.....wanted to let go of this just like that, but i'm too timid to do it without anything in mind what's the next move....i admit i'm the one people that need security in life....tried very hard to convince myself that i got nothing to lose but I just can't.....can't really imagine what will happen when later on in my life i have more commitment in life, i believe my need of "security" will be much more stronger....any suggestion on how I should deal with this?
I found a shed of light in my life .....that feeling is really like a hand dragging you out from a a dark room where you can't even see anything.....will tell you what if everything's successful... =)
This is the time my companion for 10 years leaves us. My old dog, Lucky passed away struggling yesterday evening. Was so sad and cry out ... His two sons seems like really know what's is happening and had been so quiet and good after that. 
Good bye Lucky .....
On the recent Valentine day. my best friend got herself registered! That means I'm loosing one more friend in my circle of singlehood friends. Looks like the circle is getting smaller and smaller. Congratulations to those who are married and you got my fullest blessings .....
Or are you getting married soon?
This 2 question had been asked by my frens (and I mean not only one) around me whenever we meet. This includes frens who hadn't been keeping in touch and the first question that is asked when we meet. Why? I had been wondering why am I been throw on this question so often? Do I look like someone who will get married so fast? or I behave like marriage is everything to me? Well. to all of u out there, I am not like what you thought. I am a very career minded girl. To me, career rank the first, especially for a woman. That is the most important 'insurance' for a woman's life. And I'm not that kind of person to be happy with a wonderful marriage life. I'm not saying that marriage is not good. It's just that to me, even after marriage, I also need to have my own career life rather than putting all the hope of my life on my future husband. Every one have to be responsible for their own life and not depending on others to decide your life right? I am starting to feel more and more like a female chauvinist...=)
After a week of holiday, I guess the whole Malaysia is back to work again today.....Had been visiting frens, eating here and there and tummy is already out....:( Every year this time I think all of us, especially the girls won't stop eating their favourite dishes and tidbits....To me, I don't care as long as I can eat what I like and do what I like....Even if I'm not eating that much of food, I will get the tummy also since I was 'force' to seat in front of the computer all the time....So why care more? Enjoy first...Ha
This new year is quite boring for me. At this age, most of the frens are either getting married or already married. Usually, CNY is the time we meet up with old frens, but since the married had gone back home, and the to-be married are busy preparing. So, believe it or not, I only meet up with two of my frens only for the week holiday. This NY let me realize that my frens are really too little, looking at others, they can meet up with different frens everyday. Am I that hard to get along with? Am I a 'good' fren? Am I a redundant when I am going out with my fren? These question always comes up to my mind... I guess this year resolution is to really sit down and think who am I....
Time flies, still remember last year CNY in HK, in their 'flower market' and now it's another year already. This new year is a bit boring, but have been busy for the NY eve and first day of CNY. This is what I am busy with
Of course I am not the 'chef' here, just a helper in cleaning the veges hehehe....This is a new era, who says girls must know how to cook. Let the guys share the burden too, rite?
Visited this temple far away in Banting, it's almost 1 1/2 hour drive with my new car. How tired it is, if it's not because of driving my mom there, I wouldn't go for the 2nd time.
My wishes for this: "May everyone have a prosperous New Year" and that includes me too!!!
